viernes, abril 30, 2010

The world just chew her up, and spat her out



What if you stopped doing things that tear us even more apart? It would be nice to feel the peace and love between us again, if you don't mind.

jueves, abril 29, 2010

dios


Necesito volver a francés para olvidarme por 3 horas semanales de todo todo.

miércoles, abril 28, 2010

Halo

Otra canción hermosa














Remember those walls I built?
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight,
They didn't even make a sound.

I found a way to let you in,
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now.

It's like I've been awakened,
Every rule I had you breaking
It's the risk that I'm taking,
I ain't never gonna shut you out.

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo,
You know you're my saving grace.

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo,
Pray it won't fade away.

I can feel your halo, halo, halo

Hit me like a ray of sun,
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light.

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
.

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
The risk that I'm taking,
I'm never gonna shut you out.

Everywhere I'm looking now,
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace.

You're everything I need and more,
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo,
Pray it won't fade away.

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo

Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now,
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo,
You know you're my saving grace.

You're everything I need and more,
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo,
Pray it won't fade away.

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo.
Halo.

jueves, abril 22, 2010

Nobody is perfect, until you fall in love with them.

To me, true love is the sweetest thing in life. That's why we're all either in love or looking for love. Sometimes you have to work for it -especially when life gets in the way- but I believe true, deep love is always worth fighting for.

Summer again - (500) days of summer

Ps: Mucha suerte en Europa soul hackerrrrrrrrrr te amo! (:

good times, good times.

estoy más que contenta porque en junio vuelvo a francés♥ Y porque estoy muy bien en la facultad, me encanta el lugar, la gente, los profesores, las cosas que hacemos (aunque me siento un poco vulnerable porque todo es nuevo y mucho más dificil), pero me encanta la libertad que te dan, va genial conmigo.

lunes, abril 19, 2010

pleaseeeeeee.

Estoy harta de la familia de mi viejo (sacando a mi abuelo que lo amo con todo mi ser, es de otro palo). Se hacen los chetos winners y son lo más mierda que hayyyyyyyyyyyy @: Me molesta que la hagan sentir mal a mamá, estoy a pasitos de contestarles MUY MAL y armar un re quilombo familiar, sepanlo.

X



Sometimes I like to pretend I'm fine without you, you know, It's only one of my games. A matter of time until I realize just how FUCKED UP everything is, and I start to wonder what did I do to be where I am now. Right now I'd like to go to that park and sit in the bench where you first told me you loved me, just sit there, all night long, crying my heart out loud. But of course, I can't. Today is one of those days when I really feel I'll never love again.

domingo, abril 18, 2010

Imperfect calm


Aunque extraño a muchas personas y lugares, aunque mi vida cambió totalmente este año, creo que también me están pasando cosas buenas; y después de todo por algo pasan, supongo que la forma en que yo me imagino que tiene que ser todo evidentemente no es la que rige mi vida, gracias a los problemas y a las situaciones difíciles que me toca atravesar a veces, encuentro fuerza que no sabía que tenía, crezco y también voy cambiando, madurando de a poco. No me quejo de lo que me está tocando vivir porque sé que es el camino que tengo que transitar para en algún momento, ser y estar mejor.

viernes, abril 16, 2010

It won't be long

It won't be long yeah, yeah, yeah
It won't be long yeah, yeah, yeah
It won't be long yeah
'Til I belong to you.

Every night, when everybody has fun,
Here am I sitting all on my own,

It won't be long yeah, yeah, yeah
It won't be long yeah, yeah, yeah
It won't be long yeah
'Til I belong to you.

Since you left me I'm so alone,
Now you're coming, you're coming on home,
I'll be good like I know I should,
You're coming home, you're coming home.

Every night the tears come down from my eyes,
Every day I've done nothing but cry.

It won't be long yeah, yeah, yeah
It won't be long yeah, yeah, yeah
It won't be long yeah
'Til I belong to you.

Since you left me I'm so alone,
Now you're coming, you're coming on home,
I'll be good like I know I should,
You're coming home, you're coming home.

Every day we'll be happy, I know,
Now I know that you won't leave me no more.

It won't be long yeah, yeah, yeah
It won't be long yeah, yeah, yeah
It won't be long yeah
'Til I belong to you.

JET

No ando con muchas ganas de escribir, asique va otro tema que me encanta (come around again).


















Yeah I'm waitin' for you, it's been so long
Yeah I'm waitin' for you, it's been so long
Yeah I'm sad when I'm on my own
They said it takes a long long time
If it's not too much
Could you hear me now

You promised me you'd always be
When I wake up, please come around again
Come around again
You promised me you'd always be
When I wake up, please come around again
Come around again, yeah

Yeah I'm waitin' for you, it's been so long
Yeah I'm sad when I'm all alone
They said it takes a long, long time
If it's not too much,
Could you hear me now?

You promised me you'd always be
When I wake up, please come around again
Come around again
You promised me you'd always be
When I wake up, please come around again
Come around again

Yeah there's something I was thinking about
Get it out of my head
Yeah there's something I was kicking around,
Somethin' you said
I don't know when I'm right
I only know when I'm wrong
So when you're gonna leave some light to show it all?
And keep the lights from going off
Cause I don't see

Cause I'm waitin'
For you, it's been so long
Yeah I'm lost but I'm at home
They said it takes a long long time
If it's not too much
Could you hear me now

Come around again
Come around again
Please come around again.

jueves, abril 15, 2010

rescue me or bury me

Summer nights, such lonely times.
This memory does bleed, I need you in my life again.
Fantasies release me from the bondage of my fate.
The days pass like the falling rain,

your eyes reflect like mirrors
the beauty in your soul.
But anger shatters precious glass.


Can't you recall the intimate secrets that we truly shared? The faith and trust we swore would always last?

I only have myself to blame
(you know it takes my breath away to see you cry)
To love i implore, i scream in the air claw at my chest,
rip out my hair,
embrace me or let my spririt die.
Rescue me or bury me
,
rescue me or bury me.


Time is like a prison cell
for those whose crime is loneliness when freedom's banging at their door
When all has been said and done, you must decide.
Swallow your pride,
and
reach out
and take these hands forevermore.

Rescue me or bury me,
rescue me or bury me
.

(lovers are crazy)


She’s trying to love him back,
but it doesn’t seem to work.
She’s striving to make it last
but it’s tearing up her heart and soul.

miércoles, abril 14, 2010

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


Que día horribleeeee. Alguien que me explique por qué me puse a llorar porque no me podía dormirrrrrrr. Odio a mi vecino con todo mi ser-

lunes, abril 12, 2010

My heart is pumping, it's putting up the fight.



I am here. This is me and I am always here. And I don’t want to go through the rest of my life regretting everything. I want to learn how to be strong for what I am doing, brave about who I am, and forgive anyone who tries to fuck it all up.

domingo, abril 11, 2010

give me a sign.

Dead star
shine
Light up the sky
I'm all out of breath
my walls are closing in
Days go by
Give me a sign
Come back to the end
The shepherd of the damned

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost
No longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive
If you show me the way
Forever
and ever
The scars will remain
I'm falling apart
Leave me here forever in the dark

Daylight dies
Blackout the sky
Does anyone care?
In anybody there?
Take this life
Empty inside
I'm already dead
I'll rise to fall again.

I can feel you falling away

If you show me the way
Forever
and ever
The scars will remain
I'm falling apart
Leave me here forever in the dark

God help me I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun

I can feel you falling away

Give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood
Just give me a sign
There's something buried in the words.

Forever and ever,
The scars will remain.

sábado, abril 10, 2010

Art

We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art because we desperately do not want to be alone. We want to know we aren't going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how we are feeling. We want someone to explain the things we can't.
The best moments in reading are when you come across something. A thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things that you'd thought special, particular to you. And here it is, set down by someone else, a person you have never met. Maybe even someone long dead. And it's as if a hand has come out and taken yours.

WATCH ME

En realidad hay un montón de cosas que desconozco, y otras que conozco y no entiendo. Pero teniendo en cuenta eso no hay mucha diferencia entre ver las posibilidades "como son" y verlas como yo quiero que sean. Si igual no va a cambiar nada, soy más feliz. Y si tener fe me ayuda a alcanzar lo que quiero, mucho mejor. Pero necesito que me dejen equivocarme como yo quiera, cuando yo quiera, y cuantas veces quiera, hasta que aprenda la lección que tenga que aprender. Ya experimenté el escuchar opiniones y opiniones y opiniones, y después ver como ninguna tenía razón excepto la mía. Si todos siguiéramos nuestro instinto, el mundo sería un lugar muchísimo mejor; la gente tiene que aprender a jugarse más por lo que quiere, si total en 100 años nadie se va a acordar de los errores estúpidos que cometamos, por qué no jugarnos ahora que todavía estamos a tiempo?

I believe in magic.


A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. in dreams you will lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep. Have faith in your dreams, and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true.

viernes, abril 09, 2010

Sorry


Vague sound of rain
pierces through my song again
but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so I let it burn

I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more

And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry

He grabs my wrists
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you
I'll play the part

And I say baby, so I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
I am sorry.

jueves, abril 08, 2010

a certain love


She found a certain love with him.
A grateful love, a deep but quiet love.
One that she knew, above all else, was irreplaceable.

miércoles, abril 07, 2010

(I hope you feel the same).

You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I have missed you every waking day, and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to laugh in your voice. Just everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that destiny will put us into a crossing road in the future, and that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this: no matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes and the tears we’ve cried, never, ever did I give up on you. So if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. I may be far away, but I will always be in reach.

martes, abril 06, 2010

Don't stop dreaming because there is no wrong in wanting something more.


Time is going by, so much faster than I, and I am starting to regret not spending all of it with you. Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside, so I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you. So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know. You're never gonna be alone from this moment on. If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall. You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you till the hurt is gone (I know I've failed before). And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands, cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you.

lunes, abril 05, 2010

No matter what, never did I give up on you



I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we're just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye, too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh. I feel as if my company makes you happy and that's what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see that smile on your face.