sábado, mayo 22, 2010

Private party.


I'm having a private party, ain't nobody here but me, my angels, and my guitar singin' baby, look how far we've come here. I'm havin' a private party, learning how to love me, celebrating the woman I've become.

I tried to call my mother, but she didn't get where I was going; I called my boyfriend and he said 'call me back a little later baby'. I hung up the phone, I felt so alone, started to feel a little pity, that's when I realized, I gotta find the joy inside of me.

I'm gonna take off all my clothes, look at myself in the mirror
We're gonna have a conversation
We're gonna heal the disconnection
I don't remember when it started, but this is where it's gonna end
My body is beautiful and sacred, and I'm gonna celebrate it

All my life I've been looking for somebody else to make me whole. But I had to learn the hard way true love began with me, this is not ego or vanity,
I'm just celebrating me.

Sometimes I'm alone but never lonely
That's what I've come to realize
I've learned to love the quiet moments, the Sunday mornings of life
Where I can reach deep down inside, or out into the universe
I can laugh until I cry or I can cry away the hurt.